As Life Goes On

Since ROCK, I have been through quite a lot. My boyfriend of almost 2 years and I are not speaking and I feel as though my heart is in pieces. The awful thing is that he told me we couldn't even be friends because I had put God first in my life and not him. My head started screaming "Tell him what he wants to hear so he won't leave!!!!" beacuse that's what I've always done. But my heart said "Follow God. Let Him lead you out of the darkness." And that's what I'm doing. It's very difficult for me. It's new and a little awkward. but for the first time in my life, I can honestly say I am truely happy. I read the bible every night and I pray all the time. It helps me get through my day much easier. I am finding that my relationship with God is not what I thought it was, and I'm really glad. Through all the darkness, I know God is always there. He loves us all. God Bless.